The Conrad Veidt Society
I have searched for many things in the women I have known: loveliness, ecstasy, stimulation,
solace, but mainly I know that beyond them all I have wanted to be mothered. My
mother's love and the love which I gave to her seemed to brood over me after her
death, and to colour every action and thought and emotion I knew. I had a feeling
that, understanding and wonderful as she my wife was not able to give me that mothering
for which, in my grief at mother's death, I was hungry. We drifted. At that time
I was meeting and working with many famous personalities at the Reinhardt Theatre
and in films. Maurice Stiller, whom I later met in Hollywood with the woman who was
destined to become the greatest actress in the world, was already an important film
producer. The woman was almost unknown. She had made one or two pictures in Sweden.
Stiller brought her to Berlin, and although she was recognised immediately as a
personality, something unusual and potentially great, he was the one who impressed.
Stiller had a deep voice, a big, powerful head, greying hair, dynamic eyes. A magnetic
man, the first real artist producer on pictures. He asked me if I could go to Constantinople
to make a picture with the two of them and Einar Hanson, the brother of Lars. "Yes,"
I said, I would be delighted to go; I admired his work so much. Just as we were
about to start the company smashed. He could not make the picture. That is why he
went to Hollywood, a bitterly-
I think Reinhardt is one of the greatest producers of your own Shakespeare. It was fascinating to see him in the initial stages of production. Himself, he would write in his own production comments and observations on every word, every line, every action. At the first rehearsal the whole production is a complete whole in his mind. When Reinhardt first knows you, and you are still small fry, he takes hold of your personality, picks it up in his hands, squeezes it into the shape he wants it to be, puts it in his pocket, and you emerge "Reinhardted". He "Reinhardted" me, of course, and I am proud of it. He gave life to every one who associated with him, as a mother does to her child. Just as a child is dependent in early life on the mother, so we were dependent on him. Then, in the way of nature, a child runs from its mother, finds its own feet. So, growing up, we ran from him to find our own feet. But we always come back to him, still as the child to its mother, to learn something fresh and important. Any man or woman who has ever associated with Reinhardt must have something of him in their own personalities. A whole generation of great German actors are entirely the product of his genius.
If he said to any of his actors "Come to me" they would be proud to, on half the
salary they were getting, if necessary. You see it was, and it is, always worthwhile
being in a Reinhardt production. He was, and he is, a guarantee of success and prestige.
I close my eyes and hear his voice, slow, a little hard, decisive. When he arrived
at the theatre, his presence would somehow make itself felt. Even if you didn't
see him, there was a feeling that he was around. Everyone knew, from the hall porter
to the leading lady. "Max is in the house," somebody said, and the whisper went all
over the theatre. We stirred and got excited. Sometimes the day with him would go
on until six o'clock, and remember that at seven o'clock we would have to be made
up and ready for the evening performance of the current play. He took everything
out of us, our bodies, our souls, but how well it was worth it. Emil Jannings and
Werner Krauss were already established players in the Deutsches Theatre when I began.
Ernst Lubitsch was also in the group, a comedian, very good indeed, just beginning
to get into pictures, Murnau, who later made some very great pictures for Hollywood,
and Lothar Mendes, a young, good-
Ernst Lubitsch, small, but full of flame and energy, with black twinkling eyes that
missed nothing. Today he looks exactly the same. Hardly a hair has changed. There
is still a cigar eternally in the side of his mouth -
So there was Conrad Veidt, star in the ascendant, feted, written about, praised -
It took me a long time to recover from the effects of the failure of my marriage, especially as I felt myself to be entirely responsible for the flop. My life became purposeless, curiously empty. And yet in my inner being was the real Conrad Veidt, the forlorn child, searching; searching for something he knew not what.
Months dragged on rather wearily. I was meeting many women who were beautiful, gay,
companionable. I wondered: is this for what I was searching -
Until my reputation had been rather what might be called high-
The Story of Conrad Veidt
SUNDAY DISPATCH, OCTOBER 1934
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